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Midian
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Dec. 8th, 2009 @ 01:33 pm
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back in the late 90's into the 2000's, rodgerfox introduced me to a house near the university of toledo and it was a bunch of people that at first i was cautious about. when you arrived at the house there would be a sign on the door that said and quote "leave your troubles at the door". at first i was like wtf; but then it was like warmth and open mind. now i was 19 almost 20 years old when rodgerfox introduced me to the furry community and the house of midian or how i used to call it the house of discord. the house was actually an apartment we had the upstairs which had a livingroom, bedroom, diningroom/kitchen and bathroom. it easily held about 50 people it seemed like. there was an individual that i looked up to while visiting. his name was jester. he was a round tall fellow bald goatee and well when i shaved my dome i was either mini-morf or mini jester. jester and the other inhabitants helped me understand myself aswell as the world around me. we were a family and i guess what i am saying is that that family i want back but midian died years ago. its hard to bring something like that back. *sigh* how i miss the old days. |
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there are two movies that scare the living crap out of me. one is the day after; and just recently 2012. both movies illustrating bad things with our planet and well it just scares the living hell out of me. especially since man kind has no power to stop either one from happening. yeah i know there only movies but lets face it we all in the human population really do not know what the hell is going to happen in 2012 nor after wards. the myans*sp* said that the world as we know it will be changed in 2012 which is 12 21 12..... sounds like a lottery lol. anyways i do not think that i will be able to watch 2012 again since i can't watch the day after tomorrow neither. call me a wuss or a pansy but when it comes down world changing events like destruction i can not watch it... now when its man made world wide changing events i can watch it like things as wars and etc but not economically. i know i know i am weird but when you watch things like that it tends to bother you to the point of well *shrugs* it just messes with my mind. |
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huber, beck, hazlett and lewandowski... 3 out of 4 names being around since 1066 wow long family blood line.
the huber is my grandmothers maiden name, the beck is my grandfathers last name and the hazlett are cousins... and well lewandowski is my last name.... polish, english, german, dutch and norse? i mean come on lol... can't my family stay out of wars? lol omg |
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SCA
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Dec. 6th, 2009 @ 05:29 pm
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since i been wanting to participate in pennsic war or just pennsic i been doing some research since i feel like such a sick dog(not feeling good). so i did a search on sca and found a site but then i had to look on wiki and it has so much info like sca started in the 1960's and grossed to about 32 thousand members since its beginning. so looking at the infomation i noticed you have to pick a name for yourself it has to be from that timeline but no one living or dead that has that name like ghengis khan and so forth. also since doing research on my mothers side i realized that my grandmothers name the hubers are from as old as the vikings which is awesome. i just need to do more research on the sca so when i do participate i wouldn't feel stupid. any info will be great if anyone could help me until then its time to go back to wiki. |
| » GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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FUCK ME!!!!
God dangit and so fourth. i thought getting a checking account will be easy. just found out that instead of getting 721.40 this month i get 610.78 i mean wtf didn't know i had late fee's until i checked online. so paying jeff and my dad is out this month again since my bank got all fucked up. *sigh* i lost 110.00 dollars almost through overdraft charges. *sigh* all i can pay is rent and phone. damn it this pisses me off to no avail. i am trying what else do you want from me? i should have left over after bills bills is 319.94 then i can pay dad and jeff... but nooooo i had to buy a pack of fucking smokes and get overdrawned *sigh* FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dec. 3rd, 2009 @ 01:32 am
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| » NIGHTMARES SUCKS |
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every time it rains i get nightmares why is that? i went to bed early last night and woke up at 2pm today. its getting to the point that every time it rains and nightmares come i get depressed angry and headaches.. i mean come on is it normal? i hear people say that the weather affects your moods but why dreams? i just do not understand it. plus the nightmares i do not remember when i wake up. no they are not my typical zombie filled nightmares since the dreams i had lately are filled with people i never seen nor know. that is the only part i remember. it truly sucks balls. shaking when i wake up from one and noticing i was crying its getting to the point where i don't want to sleep anymore. *sigh* can someone bring some light on this matter please.
Dec. 2nd, 2009 @ 02:30 pm
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| » this is cool |
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Dec. 1st, 2009 @ 03:15 pm
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| » yeah i am an emotional little bitch lol. |
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lets see here went to theadies on wednesday the 25th omg it was the day of my birthday and it was great. helped him and dave clean the house and prepare for thanksgiving and it was so so much fun. rodgerfox my bestfriend of 15 years came and we had so much fun. kelson was there aswell in which we just had funn his birthday is the day after mine so his was on thanksgving. yesterday it was soo full of deliscious food and great times with new and old friends... bah then today it was the cleaning and the gaming of so much food and fun. till we left about 930 10 pm and well rodgerfox kyr and i left about the same time rodgerfox going back to holland/ toledo ohio and kyr and i going back to our den. i just cried and i sooo hate crying and i am doing it again.. what can i say rodgerfox and i are like brothers. i can not wait till he moves here i miss him already. oh whitewer thanks for the birthday present you didn't have to but thank you.
for everyone else i hope you had a wonderful and safe holiday.
Nov. 27th, 2009 @ 11:11 pm
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| » Happy Birthday... new life... |
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well it is now the start of my 30th year living. well at 10:35 am november 25th i will be 30 years old and it is my first year with new friends and it is one of the best birthday presents ever. kyr and i went to ihop to meet sean, dobe and fire and it was just awesome just being around them all. even though we all have different opinions i am greatful that i am able to call them friends. yeah we don't hang out much; but i am greatful they invite me to hang out.
to my friends i have had for the past 15 years will always be there; rodgerfox, dopey, erebus, gary and the so many others i didn't name will always be a part of my life. i will not and can not ever close that book of my life.
Nov. 25th, 2009 @ 01:04 am
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| » ich... |
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bleh i was walking down to the river and well on fourth avenue there was an accident. a bicyclist has been ran down; thank god the person or person's stopped to help the rider to the sidewalk and his bike. but oh my god i was just waiting to get across the street and people were not slowing down. so i be leaving back to home and finally the paramedics and a police officer was there placing the rider in the ambulance. i couldn't tell if it was serious but i guess he was shaken up just a little. i just wish people would pay attention to the speed limit signs.
Nov. 22nd, 2009 @ 02:30 pm
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| » a wide range of friends..... and weirrdness...... |
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ok here's the thing i have a wide range of friends from non furs to furs; some near some far. the far seems to be semi close to me in my heart. like rodgerfox, dopey, and erebus or poodle which ever he enjoys being called the most in all honesty and others. its just weird for me to really have a strong friend following here. i have kyr, theady, dave, sean, and etc. the furs here that i managed to become friends with have been family like to the point i had in toledo with rodgerfox and them all.
with that friendship comes this responsibility in my mind. its like even though i allow them to see myself i still feel as though i must walk on eggshells to be bluntly. its upsetting for me to be at least since i do not want to make the friends i made here hate me.
just do not get me wrong if you like me then that's awesome if not then i am sorry for your luck. it sucks being hated but most of the time you don't have that option to change it.
the reason i moved here was not due to be hated in toledo.. hell no one wanted me to leave; but they all knew i would be happier here and to be honest i am. yeah i miss everyone back in toledo but lets face it i will be visiting out there when i can. most likely rodgerfox and erebus will be living out here by next year so i don't feel a little alone.
Nov. 19th, 2009 @ 11:25 pm
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| » me like |
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the white tiger tai chi i want for myself http://www.trueswords.com/white-tiger-p-613.html .
but the ceremonial katana of inspiration well it will be for a either late or early birthday/ christmas gift to a very good furriend of mine. http://www.trueswords.com/ceremonial-katana-inspiration-p-10.html .
Nov. 19th, 2009 @ 03:58 pm
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| » stolen from akirashima |
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Nov. 18th, 2009 @ 05:42 pm
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| » December 4th |
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Steel City Con (Pennsylvania's Largest Toy Show)
Description
STEEL CITY CON: DEC 4-6, 2009
Pennsylvania’s Largest Toy and Pop Culture Convention Celebrates 20 years at the Monroeville Convention Center. 135 Mall Boulevard Monroeville, Pennsylvania 15146 on DEC 4-6, 2009. The Steel City Con (a.k.a. The Pittsburgh Toy, Comic & Childhood Collectibles Show) has over 450 dealer tables of new and vintage Toys, Gold, Silver and Modern Age Comic Books, Non-Sport Cards, Anime, Gaming, Action Figures, Sci-Fi/Horror, TV & Movie, Godzilla, Model Kits, Star Trek, Star Wars, Transformers, NASCAR, Diecast, Hot Wheels, Matchbox, Johnny Lightning, Barbie, Dolls, Mego, G.I. Joe, Planet of the Apes and much more. Friday : 2-7pm; Saturday : 10am-5pm, Sunday 10am-4pm. Admission: Adult – $10 per day or $20 for 3 Day Pass, Kids under 12 – $5 per day or $10 for 3 Day Pass. FREE GOODIE BAG OF TOYS & COMICS to the first 1,000 attendees who purchase 3 Day Pass! (3 Day Pass Holders also receive Early Admission). Celebrity Guests: KEVIN NASH (Wrestling Legend and TNA Superstar!), PETER MAYHEW (Chewbacca" from STAR WARS!); TRACY BROOKS (TNA Wrestling Knockout!); SO CAL VAL (TNA Wrestling Knockout!) More Guests to be announced! FREE PARKING! HOURLY PRIZE DRAWINGS! For more details and updates go to: www.steelcitycon.com Orangestone Promotions, Inc., info@steelcitycon.com (412) 213-0224
Who wants to go?
Nov. 17th, 2009 @ 11:24 pm
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| » birthday and thanksgiving.... |
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how those days are so apart and sometimes on the same day *sigh*. lol looking forward though since this will be the first one that i spend with furriends; but at the same time the first one spend away from my family. usually the holidays are bad for me since it was this time around that my dad and older sister left germany.. i am usually all bitter and angry and depressed... oh wait they all fall under the same category lol. *sigh* i just hope my birthday is full of happy times.
Nov. 12th, 2009 @ 01:10 pm
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| » something is still bothering me...... |
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anthrocon 2005.... it still bothers me to this day; and i am not all too proud of it. one of the many reasons why i try not to drink is due to what happened on the last night of the con...i literally woke the dead.... or the entire floor of the westin*sigh*. i was 25 at that time and was stupid. i walked into the hotel room where kyr, ashe, zurui were sleeping and i could had sworn that i was quiet but unfortunately i was wrong. the room next to the one i was sleeping in had theady, kierstal, zynbunny and terrance sleeping.... theady was sleeping with his headphones and music playing and i woke him up from that... been told i was like a rabid elephant.... so i made people upset with me and one that hates me*sigh* i didn't mean to.. and after that shit in my life just fell apart.
i am deeply sorry i know some of you can forgive me but i can't forgive myself for my actions on that night and on the morning. you all seen a side of me that i totally hate. i am sorry for making you all very upset and to the point of not liking me. if i can take what happened that night back i would. *sigh* shit happens......
Nov. 11th, 2009 @ 11:30 pm
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| » t-minus 14 days and counting |
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well this will most likely be my first birthday that i can remember without having rodgerfox, dopey, gary and erebus around. over the 15 years since knowing them all and being part of my life it will feel really weird for me. yeah i have kyr and theady here but it will be weird since this will be there first time celebrating my birthday lol.....
the weird thing is what i want for my birthday is for erebus, rodgerfox and dopey to be here but meh 2 out of 3 ain't all that bad. i just wish and hope rodgerfox will be able to partake my birthday... its just weird right now i am feeling both blah and huh.*shrugs*
Nov. 11th, 2009 @ 07:33 pm
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| » just need to get something off my chest. |
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with the past month come and gone i have finally given the chance to release all of my emotions which i am doing right now as i type this. eyes hurt from crying lol.
you all know about my aunt passing away. especially on her 69th birthday and i seen all my relatives at the showing and at the funeral and it was really hard for me especially on being one of the paul bearers.
All I want to know is that have i made some kind of impact on any of my friends lives for when i am gone i am remembered for the good things not the bad? will i be honestly missed or will i become a faint memory?
At being 30 years old there is not many things i have accomplished in my life due to lack of interest or other issues. yes i have a highschool diploma but whats so good about it if i can't work nor have any kind of higher education.
right now i feel as though i am a failure... all i am good for is being there for friends and family.... i ain't a teacher, a doctor, a senator or a military personal....
i just don't understand why i get like this at times. i hate it lol.
Nov. 9th, 2009 @ 12:24 am
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| » WTF |
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amtrak is full till sunday. so sunday the 7th i will be leaving toledo for pittsburgh and my arrival time is 5 am to 530 am. i wanna go home.
correction the 7th is a saturday so i will be back in pittsburgh on sunday..... man stress sucks.
Nov. 4th, 2009 @ 01:16 am
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| » home |
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leaving toledo ohio at wednesday night at 11:55pm and be home in pittsburgh at 5:15 am.
Nov. 3rd, 2009 @ 09:56 am
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| » remembering the wpafw |
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gotta get my mind into positive influences*watches kyr and silver and the fursuiters dancing to thriller.*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFGN_IeuLR4
I MISS YOU ALL!!!! can't wait till i am home.
Oct. 30th, 2009 @ 07:41 pm
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| » ARGH!!!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!! |
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Stress causes me to do alot of stupid shit. like right now i forgot to put the apt 1 in my change of address so now its really annoying to the point i have to call the ambridge social security administration to fix my address and to pick up my check*sigh* a lot of issues have caused me to forget important things like this. a death in the family, court for my brother in law, my dad going to jail for three days and then directly to the hospital for health issues.... i mean jesus F@#$ i really need to get home and be safe and lot less clouded minded. This is what toledo does to me well holland ohio in general does to me.
in coraopolis pa my stress level is down and i have positive influenced people all around me. it is hard to really allow myself to get stressed and down in the dumps when i have friends like kyr and theady and knowing that i can be helpful takes a big toll off of my shoulders. even though i have rodgerfox and erebus which tried to help me out a lot but helped me come to terms that I needed to be happy in mind and body and safe for that matter.
oh and by the way with my niece being in a crisis center has not helped my stress out one bit. i just hope she gets the help she really needs.
Oct. 30th, 2009 @ 06:52 pm
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| » tired |
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tired of the stress in my family. with the passing of my aunt, my dad being in jail for three days for stealing a hammer *stupid ass* and going to the hospital cause of his heart AGAIN and now my stupid 15 year old niece trying to kill herself..... holy fuck i am greatful i am gay family life well me reproducing is not in my life. i do not want children. lol well anyways can`t wait to be out of this stress ful area and return home. i miss you all.
Oct. 29th, 2009 @ 03:27 pm
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| » blah i can"t wait till i go home. |
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i just miss everyone. even though the stress has dicipated i am looking forward on getting home. just need to wait till some things are finalized. like waiting for my dad to come home from his little vacation so i can get monies to get my happy butt back home and since my nieces 10 year old birthday is coming up; sorry family is very important to me. plus the funeral was tuesday and the showing was on monday. my aunt looked very peaceful i was one of the paul bearers. the funeral was pretty hard on me wished it wasn't her time to go. so i should be back on monday the 2nd since i need to wait till my dad gets paid. going to try to catch a busback home so i don't rely on my roomie. sincei wil be backin pittsburgh either at 515am or615 depending how late the train is. so i will see you all when i get back. miss you all.
Oct. 22nd, 2009 @ 09:50 pm
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| » i made it.... |
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and i want to go back home. my god everyone is taking it like i expected it. i don`t feel safe at the moment.
Oct. 16th, 2009 @ 08:37 am
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| » waiting for the train |
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i will be here hopefully till 1 am since the train is behind. they are pulling the plug on my aunt pauline at midnight so fun i know im going to lose it. i wished that shit like this didn`t have to happen. damnit i need a cig.......
Oct. 15th, 2009 @ 11:16 pm
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| » GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!!!!!!! |
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just got a text from a family member back home and i was informed that they are pulling the plug on my aunt tomorrow.
now to inform you she is my fathers sister. also not even a year ago i lose my other aunt from cancer and she lived in colorado my birth state. so i couldn't see my aunt stella's site does not mean i am going to miss my aunt pauline's site. i am going home tomorrow night till the 25th well 26 actually since i be home early monday morning. so yeah see you all in toledo friday. anyways. my aunt pauline wanted to adopt me when i came back home from germany but with me being my dads only son my dad wouldn't allow it to happen lol. she was a mother to me she taught me how to be kind and lovable and caring and just follow your heart desires. she is going to be very missed.
Oct. 14th, 2009 @ 08:56 pm
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| » my aunt |
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well my cool awesome aunt she basically is my mom had a brain anerism *sp* and the doctors where trying to well take care of it..... unfortunatelly it popped and she is now in a coma..... i will be back in toledo for the well funeral if needed.
Oct. 13th, 2009 @ 04:50 pm
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| » i guess..... |
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i guess i miss being home... i mean lets face it i love it here and i ain't leaving till i have my financial crisis fixed. since i actually know this is the right choice. also with me being on ssi for having stroke level blood pressure and post traumatic stress disorder finding a job in which i can only make 300 dollars a month on top of my 700 dollar ssi check. there are things that i must be able to do to afford either payments or a full price on a vehicle that i want, trust me i already found the vehicle i want unfortunately i do not have 4 thousand dollars to purchase. yes i have my license but i don't have good credit most of the items i would like to get would need to be with a co-signer. i hate doing that. so after i purchase a new vehicle i am going to need to start saving up money on bills that unfortunately were not paid. my att uverse bill.... do not get this when they come here trust me they are a rip off. they would only send email for your bill; meaning they only sent out a bill every 2 months in real mail. so that bill is about 500 maybe 600 dollars. then you have my buckeye-cable system bill that is another 500. i couldn't afford these bills cause my ex roommate gary(trust me a 15 year friendship ended cause of him) would not give me the right amount of rent. i was basically trying to pay everything 700 and that was everything... and him just only paying me 40 to 160 a month when the rent was 200-350..... i am truly a nice person i would give my shirt off my own back for you. oh also got about a sprint and tmobile bill i need to pay and a chase card which together is 1100 dollars..... plus with my dad getting both our vehicles repoed mine and his last january my credit is fucked lol... plus student loans got to pay those off too. 5 thousand oy..... i am actually half tempted on selling my comics collection but in all honesty i can't so much sentimental value in them.plus i don't want to get rid of my transformers neither lol... same reason lol.... fuck i hope i can find a nice part time job around here. but first things first finding a doctor need to keep blood pressure down. plus i been walking as well getting my surroundings also trying to lose more weight. see i am trying to think positive. just frustrating.
Oct. 13th, 2009 @ 01:19 am
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| » not depressed just upset |
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and this makes me even want a ciggerette even more... just found out today that my uncle charlie has lung cancer... and he doesn't even smoke thats the bullshit point. who next thats going to have cancer??? my dad??? so most likely i be visiting toledo here most likely soon since if he passes i need to be there. its just so frickening annoying when your trying to start your life and then you need to go back and say goodbye to a family member its pretty fucked up. i really hate this shit.
Oct. 11th, 2009 @ 09:42 pm
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| » lol i don't feel attractive lol.... |
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bleh i really do not feel attractive in all honesty. i don't know maybe i am just feeling kinda low....
Oct. 10th, 2009 @ 05:22 pm
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| » gah i need a cig |
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i am all out i wished i had more since i hate quitting cold turkey i like to wind myself down even though i smoked 5 packs in about a week i think i did really well; but i just need a cig *sigh*. now i am going to get fat *whines* lol i really do not want to gain those extra pounds back hehe i enjoy being a "cub" i mean lets face it i ain't no twink lol. bleh i should nap.
Oct. 10th, 2009 @ 04:52 pm
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| » content also toledo crap |
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just got back from simbax's and his wifes place and i must say i am so happy they invited me to come along with kyr to there place tonight and just hang out. i feel welcome even more and the many laughs and the funny phrases i had said that made everyone laugh i didn't feel stupid:). oh and i owe toledo edison 1200 bucks lol weee lets see how much i owe to columbia gas lol. oh well atleast i be able to pay them when i get money saved up. anyways i just hope that the friends i have there won't hate me neither. i just love it here so much.
Oct. 10th, 2009 @ 12:06 am
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| » furry meet |
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the furry meet was awesome i had so much fun and i was able to meet some more furs and actually was talking... *gasp* but wolger you don't talk to anyone that you do not know.... yeah i am usually shy and none talkative but for some odd reason my shyness is going away. its pretty awesome everyone made me feel very welcome. i even got some new numbers on my phone from fellow furs:). i just hope i get to make more furriends:).
Oct. 8th, 2009 @ 11:25 pm
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| » i know this sounds stupid but holy cow........ |
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i think my hair is coming back... i mean i actually see some hair growing back where i don't have any hair i mean wtf mate lol. how is this even possible though? i thought if you go bald your hair will not grow back. and well i was about to shave my head again and i seen new hair just growing kinda exciting but honestly how can hair grow back if you didn't have hair implants? i mean is it possible? its just weird and at the same time exciting. i guess moving here is good on my health:).
Oct. 8th, 2009 @ 11:19 pm
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well lets see here last night i tried to go to sleep and right before i passed out my cell goes off... it was my ex messaging me on aim and yahoo. he was stating that his mother has brain cancer... i feel bad for his mom she is a good person and all he wanted me to say in my voice and over the phone that everything is going to be ok... i can't state that she is going to ok unfortunately. also he stated he still loves me...... well to be honest i told him that i ain't coming back to toledo i am home in my oppinion; then why am i so pissed? is it the fact that he called me or the fact that i was stupid enough to leave my aim on my lj? *sigh* he wants me to call him today and to be honest i can't i need to leave the negetivity there and not bring it here.... *sigh* i don't know what to do....
Oct. 8th, 2009 @ 11:13 am
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| » i miss baby girl |
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i miss my kitty. had her since she was a kitten she annoyed the crap out of me but she was such a cuddle whore lol. sits in my lap and just purrs. second time crying since i got here... i hate crying really i do. i am just a sappy fur lol.
Oct. 7th, 2009 @ 12:38 pm
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| » want in one hand....... |
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yeah you know the rest of the saying lol......
since moving to the pittsburgh area things been going slowly lol. i mean don't get me wrong without having a vehicle and also not knowing anyone it is hard to be able to do anything lol. even though there are items and things that i would like to have; right now the first thing i need to do is save up money for a vehicle. something that runs, will pass emissions and something that i can fill with either my furriends and or whatever lol. the second item i really want is a fursuit.... yeah i know alot of my friends and family back home would be like grow up stop being such a child.... *shrugs* i am just hoping that things will start to look up for me. hopefully i will make more furriends here and finally be happy.
Oct. 7th, 2009 @ 10:42 am
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| » a lonely birthday? |
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as of right now i am not certain on whats going to happen on my 30th birthday which falls on november 25 the day before thanksgiving. usually when i lived in toledo ohio my cousin/friend rodgerfox would come out and erebus the cat a michigan fur would come over and we watch stupid funny craps rather it be riff trax, trailer park boys, mst3k etc. now i just don't know hehe. i just hope my birthday will not be so lonely like i think.
Oct. 6th, 2009 @ 04:28 pm
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| » Oh My God |
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this weekend was very adventurous. the move took us a total of 10 hours to get from toledo to coroapolis pa. we arrived here at about 130 am.... from there unloaded the van and slept. met a lot of awesome furs aswell and the sad thing was i forgot most of the furs i met gah it sounds wrong. just hope i can make friends here. also got glomped by a cool fursuiter named kats from ohio very sweet fur. met cad he is cool and a good cook. just alot of furs for me to really remember but the ones i talked to were the most kind hearted individuals i every met. i tend to be quiet and shy cause i don't like making a fool out of myself or to look stupid. i noticed i did that at the zoo when i said touche. i normally said that to my friends back home lol when your right i say touche. i know its weird. oh also finally able to met swift as well and his wife silaria god i hope i spelled her name right.i noticed when we went to the zoo i started to open up and started talking still hoping i didn't make a ass out of myself; but what can you do its a new place and im trying to make friends...guess i am trying to hard lol. anyways couldn't believe uncle kage was going to be there. that was very awesome and a huge surprise for me and i been told a lot of the furs as well.. again thanks for making me feel welcome here.
Oct. 5th, 2009 @ 02:05 am
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| » im in pittsburgh.... welll coroapolis |
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made it here at 130 am got my belongings in my room and my god the room is huge... right now enjoying being around other furs is pretty awesome. just not really talking to anyone. also uncle kage is here. sweet. anyways. assoon as i get internets it be easier to contact me.
Oct. 3rd, 2009 @ 01:37 pm
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| » well at sisters. |
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at thistime i am at my sisters hanging out with my brother in law sincei be leaving tomorrow. im uber excited and uberscared. i mean i know i shouldn"t be uber scared but i just can not help it since i have theadie kyr and dave.... oh and scott he is awesome believe me the first time i met him i knew i was going to like. also i get totry out pennsic for the first time nextyear..... i mean if theadie and kyr would like me to attend? i mean i be able to afford it hehe i beable to afford ac plus be closer but meh i wanted to be in pittsburgh before ac moved up from philly. so i am just hoping to make new memories and more friends.
oh yeah with the move most likely be getting some help to move my things. rodgerfox told me that our friend taz wants to help. i could use the extra space if not everything can go into rodgerfox"s van. so sure since i have alot of boxes. soyeah. see you friday.
Oct. 1st, 2009 @ 11:20 am
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| » t - minus 35.30 hours |
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oh yeah now its the hours... im sorry im just so excited on moving to pittsburgh. i actually have everything im taking with me packed lol. my comics, transformers, computer parts, clothes, i mean just the accentials. man i should had done this years ago..... it kinda feels like i was destined to move out to pittsburgh. so many chances before but i knew if i passed this up then there be no more chances. i couldn`t let that happen. so i am heading home on oct 2nd 2009 at 12 noon im leaving toledo for the big city weeeeeee this is going to rock.
Oct. 1st, 2009 @ 12:35 am
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well i found a home for my kitty hopefully the people that has her will treat her right. just 4 more days not sure if were leaving friday early but i hope since im not sure what time we would be leaving lol all i know is that im looking forward for this new chapter in my life. eeeeeeee oh btw i hate my current roommate gary since he said good fucking ridence when i told him i have a home for my cat.... i just hope he doesn`t get to keep this place since the electricity and gas will be turned off. guess im destined to move out there hehe. thank the gods.
Sep. 28th, 2009 @ 01:35 am
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in about 8 day oct 2nd i will be saying farewell to the only home i know of 26 years to a place inwhich i know i be very happy in. PITTSBURG!!! the only place where i know i can be happy at. I know theadie and dave and kyr. I am looking forward for this new chapter of my life. I am looking forward for the new and many adventures in a new city.... Small town fur moving to the big city... eeeeeeeeeeeeee *bounces* god i can`t sleep so wired. first time i am actually excited to move. it feels like a dream.
Sep. 23rd, 2009 @ 03:44 am
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well lets see im irritated by dead beat roommates that take advantages of me and my belongings. im tired of being walked all over. still got chris`s shit in my house and gary my straight roommate needs to start paying me half of what i put into the bills. im either just saying fuck it and movong out just not sure where since no one will co-sign an apartment for me. the trailer when i move will most likely be stripped down by me for the aluminum and other parts. im tired of living around here the roommates i been getting after poodle left are taking advantages of me and i can`t stand up for myself especially to gary he is fucking nuts. literally. so if anyone is looking for a roomie please let me know.
Sep. 17th, 2009 @ 01:23 am
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well lets see here labor day weekend i went to geneva on the lake. it was pretty cool seeing lake erie was pretty awesome. seen theadie that i haven't seen in 5 years and omg he shrunked... lost so much weight i couldn't believe it. met a new fur dave not sure his fur name but he is pretty cool. seen white-wer inwhich i haven't seen for quite some time. he looks he is doing good living back well near cleveland. nice area he is in though love lakewood. this labor day weekend was something that i needed. just to get out of toledo and the surrounding area and went near pa. i loved it can't wait for my birthday hopefully i can get out there and see them.
terrance, dave, theadi, and pat thank you for allowing me to join you all this past labor day weekend.
Sep. 11th, 2009 @ 01:46 pm
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well lets see here i might not be moving for a bit now since the dumbass at buddycarr isn't putting the applications where he says there would be.. oh btw there is no fucking office*growls*. also be getting a cell phone in the next couple of days. i wish i can get one from verizon but i have to go through revol unfortunatelly. but hey atleast i will have communications lol. plus i really like the plans at revol. everyone tells me to get magic jack... but to make magic jack work you need two things, a computer which i have and internet access which i do not have. so the phone will allow me to be on yahoo and aim hopefully since i need to be sure. but i am also going to look at revol here while i am at my sisters. when i get my cell i will call.
well it looks like i be getting verizon i mean why not then i be able to have aim and yahoo plus my family has verizon. so the calls will be no charge weeeeee.
Sep. 1st, 2009 @ 03:25 pm
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uhm what?
Sep. 1st, 2009 @ 03:24 pm
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